Everything will work itself out in the end

I was in the internet chat room the other day as usual, so called 'socializing' in a way I would never do in the real world. In this day and age, the new generation would ask, why would you need the real world for when all you need is right here in cyberspace? You get to experience whatever thrills you want, whenever you want it.

Well, the story I wanted to tell isn't about getting whatever you want from cyberspace whenever you want it. I'm happy... why? Because people actually read my blog postings! Oh my gosh! All I can say is, I'm touched! To me, blogs are a place where you get to thrash out whatever feelings and emotions, thoughts and suggestions whenever you need to, more like a virtual 'toilet'. Spill it all out and flush it all down. Isn't that the way its supposed to be done? I personally reckon that, if everyone were to write a blog entry a day, then there would be less stressed out people, less nutcases, less mental patients and less hatred in the world. It's like a movie I watched many years back, I can't recall what it's called, but I think it's Futureball (or the likes of it)

The objective of futureball is for countries to fight it out in a ball game rather than wage wars against each other. Therefore, I reckon that the same theory would work itself out well in instance of blogs, but not neglecting the importance of self restraint. In other words, write stuff in blogs that don't piss people off or get people to drag your ass to court and sue it off then drag it screaming and kicking off to the slammer.

In my 30 years (soon 31), I can say with confidence that I have never really been a rebel without a cause. I don't have a single traffic ticket to my name, I drive within speed limits, I don't DUI, I don't rape, kill or steal and I try my best to be a role model for others whom may want to emulate me. In other words, I do my best every single day to blend in (to society) I am not saying that the next person who is 180 degrees different from the likes of me, who is rough, obnoxious, who (contemplates) rape, kills (insects...hehe) and steals (from old ladies) doesn't try his best to blend in to society, it's just their way of expressing their uniqueness and individual character.

You know, I never understood why some people need to show off with their modified rides, strange sounds when they reverse their vehicles or when they slam on the brakes, drive like they're on the set of Tokyo Drift, cuss and swear in public, wear ackward looking colors and hairstyles, clothes too large or too small for their own good, tattoos all over their bodies, bits and pieces of metal, gold and silver on their face, pierce their belly buttons and tongues, gamble and drink till it puts a strain on their pockets and health.

I guess I would have to go back to college to get a degree in psychology or probably even a PhD before I can really get a grasp on what goes on in peoples' heads. I reckon I wouldn't want or need to. All I need to do is, learn from the mistakes of mankind and apply it to make myself a more effective, efficient and useful person. In other words, use these metaphors, examples and case studies to 'evolve' and become a better human being. Isn't that what we all would like or want for ourselves? To evolve and become better?

After all being said and done, I guess in conclusion, all I can say is that, either you're a villian, a saint, a prince, a pauper, a liar, a pastor, a conman, a governor, a millionaire, a bankrupt. Whatever or whoever you choose to become or live as, whatever choice you make, either you die poor and happy, rich and remorseful, lived a fulfilled life or one full of what ifs and regrets, everything will work itself out in the end.